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Rating: NC17
Spoilers: 4x04
Word count: ~1250
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Summary: Kurt and Blaine figure out a way to make Blaine feel like he's getting the attention he needs even when Kurt is too busy to talk.
Warnings: Orgasm control, sexting, masturbation with and without toys, discussion of infidelity and temptation
Posted on kurt_blaine and gleedsm


Blaine: Were you serious when you said I can only come from now on if I ask for your permission first?
Blaine: Kurt?
--
Kurt: Of course.
Blaine: Really? You just took half an hour to respond.
Kurt: Yes really. Ask every time please.
Blaine: But what if you don't reply right away?
Kurt: Then you wait.
Blaine: Half an hour?
Kurt: Or longer.
Blaine: But what if I'm already kind of... In the middle of things?
Kurt: Then you make it last. Just hold off, as long as it takes.
Blaine. ...Wow.
Blaine: But what if you don't reply and I have to stop and leave the house?
Kurt: Then you get to spend a whole day thinking about what a relief it'll be when you finally get to come.
Kurt: If I let you.
Blaine: Um.
Blaine: Can I come right now? Because I'm kind of turned on now.
Kurt: Yes. Thank you for asking. :)
--
Blaine: Wow. OMG.
Blaine: That was fantastic. You're amazing. And you weren't even here. Lol
Kurt: :D
Blaine: xo
Kurt: xo
--
Blaine: Can I come in the shower this morning?
Kurt: Yes but then you have to wait until tomorrow to come again.
Blaine: Deal.
Kurt: Have fun. I'll be thinking about you.
--
Blaine: I love you.
--
Kurt: I love you too.
--
Blaine: I keep thinking about the fact that I'm not allowed to come tonight. It's kind of strangely hot.
Blaine: Kurt?
--
Kurt: Mwahahaha.
Blaine: You're mean.
Kurt: You love me.
Blaine: Yeah I do.
--
Blaine: Made it to bedtime without breaking the rules.
--
Kurt: I'm proud of you. You did very well.
Kurt: I assume you're asleep. You're allowed to come in the morning.
Kurt: Good job today. Love you. Xo
--
Blaine: Did you mean it when you said I should tell you everything, even if it's bad?
Blaine: Kurt?
--
Blaine: I guess I'll just say it.
Blaine: Actually maybe this is better. I can just get through telling you without you reacting.
Blaine: Ok.
Blaine: Here goes.
Blaine: Eli invited me over again. I'm kind of tempted.
Blaine: I mostly just like that he compliments me and gives me attention.
Blaine: But there would also be kissing and touching
Blaine: obviously
Blaine: And I really miss that.
Blaine: But I know I'll feel horrible afterward.
Blaine: And anyway last time it was frustrating. It wasn't you, and it didn't have that intimacy that we have, which is part of what I wanted
Blaine: It was like a bandaid on a stab wound.
Blaine: But if I don't go, I'll be by myself at home thinking about how I'm not kissing anyone.
Blaine: I guess I could ask Sam over. We could watch a movie.
Blaine: But what if you're free to talk while he's over and I miss you?
Blaine: Anyway, I guess that's all. I don't know what else to say.
Kurt: Thank you for telling me.
Blaine: Oh, wow. You're there. How long have you been there?
Kurt: A while. You said it would be easier if I didn't react.
Blaine: So... What do you think?
Blaine: Kurt?
Blaine: I'm dying here.
Kurt: Sorry phone ringing off the hook
Kurt: Not mad
--
Kurt: I'm glad you told me. I'd rather know than be in the dark. It makes me feel a lot better to know what’s going on with you.
Kurt: You should hang out with Sam tonight. It’ll be fun. Have a good time, stop worrying about things.
Kurt: And I want you to know you're very very sexy, and smart, and brave, and I'm very proud of you.
Blaine: Thank you Kurt.
Blaine: You're going to make me cry in math.
Kurt: Don't cry. And don't text in class! Go. Have a good day. I'll talk to you later. Xo
Blaine: xo
--
Blaine: Can I come?
--
Kurt: Did anything sexy happen tonight?
Blaine: What do you mean?
Kurt: Did you get to undress Sam again? ;)
Blaine: No.
Kurt: That was a joke. You're not laughing.
Blaine: Eli texted me a few times.
Kurt: What did he say?
--
Blaine: He called me hot.
Kurt: Well you are.
Blaine: He said I have a gorgeous ass.
Kurt: That's true.
Blaine: Are you mad?
Kurt: What did you say?
Blaine: I didn't reply.
Kurt: Good boy.
Kurt: Then you can come.
Blaine: Omg finally.
Kurt: LOL
Blaine: Thank you.
Kurt: Love you xo
Blaine: xo
--
Blaine: Can I come?
Blaine: Kurt?
--
Blaine: You’re not there?
Blaine: Fuck.
--
Blaine: Kurt please look at your phone.
Blaine: I have no idea if you’re busy or ignoring me.
Blaine: Maybe you’re making me wait.
Blaine: Why is that so hot?
--
Blaine: Maybe you’re in a meeting and you have no idea I’m on my knees on my bed, sinking down onto my dildo over and over
Blaine: The big thick one
Blaine: It feels so good Kurt.
Blaine: It’s so big
--
Blaine: Or maybe you’re in a meeting and you can read what I’m saying but you can’t answer.
Blaine: Maybe I should stop telling you what’s happening
Blaine: Or maybe you want me to
Blaine: Do you want to know how good this feels?
Blaine: How hard I am?
Blaine: How it’s taking so long waiting for you I have to keep adding lube and it’s slippery making a mess dripping down the dildo to the sheets
--
Blaine: I’m so sensitive I can hardly touch myself
Blaine: Kurt please tell me I can come
--
Blaine: I’m so glad I’m alone and I can be as loud as I want
Blaine: I’m going to be so sore
Blaine: I can’t do anything but squeeze down around it. I’ve almost come so many times.
--
Blaine: If I don’t come soon I’m going to die.
--
Blaine: Kurt I need you
Blaine: Please please please
Blaine: It feels so good
Blaine: It’s so big
Blaine: So intense
--
Blaine: Kurt
--
Kurt: OMG!
Blaine: Oh thank god
Kurt: Blaine! *reading as fast as I can*
Blaine: Kurt please
Blaine: please
Kurt: Yes you can come
Kurt: Do it
--
Blaine: f
Blaine: jmjkmhm
--
Blaine: Oops.
Blaine: I came on my phone. That was me trying to clean it off.
Kurt: LOL
Kurt: You dork
Blaine: Kurt, that was amazing. I think that was the most incredible orgasm of my life.
Kurt: :D
Blaine: I’m so glad I listened to you.
Kurt: Me too. Wow. That was hot.
Blaine: I love you so much.
Kurt: I love you too. Thank you for being so patient.
Blaine: xo
Kurt: Call you later xo
--
Kurt: Ok! I did it!
Kurt: My column is done. The office is closed. Rachel is out of the apartment.
Kurt: I have the whole evening to myself.
Kurt: Please tell me you’re free.
Blaine: I’m here! I’m free!
Kurt: Oh good.
Kurt: By my estimation you owe me five orgasms.
Kurt: And I plan to cash them all in tonight.
Blaine: Skype date? :D
Kurt: Skype date. xo
Blaine: Logging in, just a sec...
Kurt: Hurry up. It’s been way too long.
Blaine: Or maybe I’ll just make you wait. ;P
Kurt: You’re mean.
Blaine: You love me.
Kurt: Yeah.
Kurt: I really really do. :D

Date: 2012-10-05 11:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cirennie.livejournal.com
Mmm, this is the kind of fic I need after that episode. Great work, so hot and sweet and funny. <3

Date: 2012-10-06 01:36 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it and that it didn't make things worse LOL. :D

Date: 2012-10-06 12:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fictocriticism.livejournal.com
Gorgeous! I love that Blaine gets to talk. Even if he doesn't get to come. Loveeeeelly.

Date: 2012-10-06 01:37 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Oh but he DOES get to come! Five times! He just has to wait sometimes LOL.

Thank you! I appreciated you reblogging too! You're the best!

Date: 2012-10-06 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fara1903.livejournal.com
That made me smile!

Date: 2012-10-08 09:29 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Yay! Thanks!

Date: 2012-10-06 01:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vanessawolfie.livejournal.com
Oh god. I love that you made this hot and lovely and not a teeny bit angsty.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! Booo angst. Yaaay smut. :)

Date: 2012-10-06 01:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] notsomediumdrip.livejournal.com
This. I mean, maybe a PG13 version, but THIS needs to be cannon. This is the first thing I've read that doesn't HURT.
I like the format too...well done, fun and just what I needed.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
LOL Wow I was not expecting someone to want this to be canon. :D Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked it!

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Date: 2012-10-06 02:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seanix00bs.livejournal.com
I've been purposely missing out on what I'm sure are fantastic reaction fics out there, as I just couldn't handle the angst.
But this was perfect! Honest, fun, and Hot!

Date: 2012-10-08 09:31 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
I've been missing out on TONS of fic as well! It was totally my intention to contribute to the happiness (and smuttiness) of fandom right now, so I'm glad it worked! Thanks!

Date: 2012-10-06 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
this is just what i needed after that ep...i have to believe that they'll work things out even if it will be difficult. this was great. hot, angsty, hot, funny. thank you :)

Date: 2012-10-08 09:31 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it! :)

Date: 2012-10-06 11:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wowbright.livejournal.com
This is just wonderful. I'm so glad you figured out a good solution that helps them both with their needs, insecurities and desires -- a way for Kurt to listen and for Blaine to express himself without either of them freaking out. It's hot and sweet.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:34 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
I felt like it was really important for Blaine to be able to speak freely and feel like he was being listened to without Kurt freaking out. (And I was also concerned with him having lots of orgasms.) And as an added bonus, if Kurt doesn't reply, he might be teasing Blaine and making him wait, so Blaine always gets to feel like he's getting attention even when Kurt is busy.

Thank you! :)

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Date: 2012-10-06 11:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selaneen.livejournal.com
hot...a dash of angst...super hot... and then 'oops I came on my phone' bwahahaha! Awesome! (Also sticky ewww)

Date: 2012-10-08 09:34 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
LOL! Thank you! (It's an iphone so the glass is really easy to clean.)

Date: 2012-10-06 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] judearaya.livejournal.com
oh my god. jaime. oh.my.god.
that was so fucking hot I can't even.
words.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
:D :D Thank you! I love this comment!

Date: 2012-10-06 11:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pushplaytobegin.livejournal.com
Yay!

IF ONLY!

Kudos!

Date: 2012-10-08 09:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
LOL! Thanks!

Date: 2012-10-07 12:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ooshady-girloo.livejournal.com
Blaine has really good texting skills whilst pleasuring himself. XD

I love that Kurt is forgiving Blaine and giving him what he needs. And Blaine showed restraint, not texting Elic, spending time with Sam o get his mind off things. This is good.

Date: 2012-10-07 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wowbright.livejournal.com
Yeah! That's what I meant to say!

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Date: 2012-10-07 01:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keri87.livejournal.com
Great fic. Love the idea of Kurt controlling Blaine's orgasms.
Are they dating at this point or broken up? Either way, if I was Kurt I wouldn't be sure I could trust Blaine again if he was still texting with Eli and seriously considering going over to his place again. I could forgive the first time thing, but doing it again because he's lonely? I dunno. If they weren't together then it wouldn't be as bad....but still kinda bad because they are both in love with each other.
Anyway. love the part where Kurt wasn't able to text back. I can just see him in a meeting and slowly turning red and getting hard, trying to conceal it from his co-workers. Tehee.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:46 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
This comment is really interesting. It made me think.

My thinking was that in this story, they have done what they need to do to become a couple again, and Kurt has decided that because it was only a one time thing under bad circumstances, he can give Blaine another chance. Blaine has promised that he will do his best to voice his problems and frustrations in order to avoid getting back into the mindset that made him cheat, and Kurt has promised that he will try not to do anything to silence Blaine when he's working out his feelings. So no, it's not necessarily good that Blaine is considering seeing Eli again, but it is good that he feels free to talk about it with Kurt, figure out why he wants that and how to avoid it. And it's good that Kurt isn't punishing Blaine for expressing his real feelings and temptations. The physical act of cheating was bad, yes, but the secrecy around it was at least as bad. In this story, there's no secrecy - they talk about it, and then there's no more cheating either.

I'm intrigued that you were able to interpret Kurt and Blaine as being broken up in this story, because there are so many XOs and I love yous, and because they're sharing sexual experiences together (even if only through text). Now that you've put the idea in my head, I really enjoy it - Kurt and Blaine sharing kinks and loving affection even after they stop being a couple, possibly for years. Possibly even as they date other people. As long as it doesn't cause jealousy, it could be really adorable. :)

Heee I love the idea of Kurt being embarrassed and turned on at work. Very hot. :D

Thank you for this comment! I'm glad you liked the story! :)
Edited Date: 2012-10-08 10:01 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2012-10-07 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sin-fuego.livejournal.com
This is great. Wonderful balm after the episode and I really liked how much Blaine likes waiting for Kurt.

Date: 2012-10-08 09:46 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you! That was totally my intention! :D

Date: 2012-10-07 07:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oohshinyfangirl.livejournal.com
guh - this is so good and hot and amazing how much you put into those text conversations - thanks so much for sharing!

Date: 2012-10-08 09:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! :D

Date: 2012-10-08 01:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anxioussquirrel.livejournal.com
OMG I needed that. Thank you :*

Date: 2012-10-08 09:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it!

Date: 2012-10-08 02:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] podklb.livejournal.com
I just.

LOVE this fic.

Deeply.

With all my heart.

It is so hot and sweet and fun and YES.

And I was wondering what your podfic permission policy is, because a couple podficcers are putting together a compilation of podfics of 4x04 reaction fics, and I would *love* to be able to include this. If it's all right with you.

Date: 2012-10-08 04:53 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I'm so flattered! No one has ever asked to podfic a story of mine before! :D For that reason I didn't have a policy before, and I have just now decided my policy is yes, go ahead, as long as you ask permission first and link back to the original story. :D

I'm curious how you're going to do it. Will there be two voices? Will there be text message beeps? Significant pauses between groups of texts? I'm very excited to find out how it all comes together.

Thank you again! Hooray!

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Date: 2012-10-08 04:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xenachakram12.livejournal.com
This is lovely and it makes me want to cry with how much I want things to work out between them. So mission accomplished! ;-)

Date: 2012-10-08 09:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Aw don't cry! *hugs* Thank you! :)

STASIE SPEAKS!

Date: 2012-10-10 04:48 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Okay, here's my honesty... I'm torn.
I LOVE the hotness of the orgasm denial and the submission of Blaine to Kurt's "rules" and ergo, Kurt's powerfulness. :-)
I love that Kurt didn't use his power as a way to "punish" Blaine but to please the both of them. I love Kurt's understanding, supportive and praising language with Blaine.

What I continue to struggle with is that an 'Eli C.' EVER EXISTED to begin with! (Ryan Murphy's Bad, not yours.) The fact that Blaine was a) still receiving texts from Eli (yes, i know he didn't respond) and b) that Blaine was even CONSIDERING going over to his house was very disconcerting to me as was the fact that Kurt himself WASN’T disturbed by this. After seeing how positively torn up B was over what he had done to Kurt, I would have expected that any thought Blaine had of Eli would have elicited a highly painful Pavlovian-esq response! O.O

This fic would have been pure perfection IF ep. #4 had never happened and they were both just really missing one another. :'-(
BTW, great format! And… I MISS YOU!!!!


Re: STASIE SPEAKS!

Date: 2012-10-10 05:14 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
HI! I miss you too! I'm sorry I'm so incommunicative! Thank you so much for your comment! I'm glad you liked the smuttiness. :D

Okay, honesty time. I have been deliberately keeping my reactions as positive as possible, and moulding my online comments and posts to avoid negativity. I don't like seeing other people's negativity, so I assume people don't like seeing mine either. But the truth is I'm extremely disappointed that they went in a cheating direction with Kurt and Blaine. They had plenty of great drama and angst potential with just the long distance alone. The stuff they set up in 4x03 was great: Kurt doesn't notice that he's not listening to Blaine and that Blaine is craving attention and affection, Blaine is becoming resentful and lonely and feeling like he doesn't belong at McKinley... I strongly feel that they could have done great dramatic things with that. And cheating is something I strongly oppose and have trouble forgiving, even though my boundaries for extra-marital flirtations and affection are much broader than others' even in a monogamous context.

So yes, it completely sucks that Blaine cheated, and I'm not quite sure how to wrap my head around this new version of Blaine who is now canonically capable of cheating. However, as I said in another comment, cheating was only one part of the problem, and secrecy was the other part. My intention with this story was that if Blaine is feeling tempted again, he should feel free to share those feelings with Kurt without being punished just for his thoughts, because that way they can deal with the feelings that are leading him to be tempted, so he can figure out a solution before the cheating happens.

So it's not that Kurt wasn't disturbed by Blaine thinking about going to Eli's house. It's that Kurt was listening to Blaine and allowing him to be honest, and then helping him to recognize that seeing Eli is not the best option. Shouting at him wouldn't have helped. Does that make sense?

*hugs hugs hugs!* Thank you again! :)

Date: 2012-10-14 12:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lyswritesthings.livejournal.com
ooooh.

I liked this.

Dialogue-only (or, in this case, text-only) fics tend to have an entirely different dynamic from "traditional" writing, and I really liked what you did here.

<3

Date: 2012-10-18 12:47 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
Thank you very much! :D

Date: 2012-11-02 02:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shamelessly-mkp.livejournal.com
o.O HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS BEF-

...oh. probably because it was posted during my exile from the glee-net due to not having yet seen TBU. I thought I'd caught everything, though!

:) you know what it does to me when you write orgasm control fic, likeasouffle. ;)

Date: 2012-11-04 11:12 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] likeasouffle.livejournal.com
LOL. Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! :D

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